alrite... so the big nite is over... and i've finally found some time to talk abt it... :) btw, the photo link's on the left... yup.

thurs - hectic day in sch, w rehearsals after sch, had dinner at 10.30pm... nothing much happened... except tt i played tennis w ian, aud and ks... haha, it was quite fun, esp to see them get better... wish i could still be improving... :/ haha. then ian had his nose turn so red! it was darn hilarious... :x and then he refused to turn up for vcf cuz he had a red nose... double :x :x and another booboo... what does wei3 qu1 mean? hmmm... ponders hard. ian thinks it means inconvience... nono, noble. lol...!! ok, shall zip it, lest i get pinched again. :P

fri - rehearsals again. so damned tiring. was at PS for dessert after rehearsals... someone held my hand, and i got spotted immediately. wow... i couldn't believe how i could've been spotted immediately. it was like... walk walk walk, then suddenly, these 2 guys gave me a look. then i'm like... strange, what's this abt. next thing i know... i got a msg asking me who was holding my hand. ha... and i didn't even know who those 2 pple were... oh wells. and ok, i held tt person's hand cuz her leg was injured...

anw, saw the cadavers for the first time!! :D haha... boy are they... stinky. nothing like the pork sausages or pork tt everyone tells me its like. its more like this overwhelming aftertaste u get if u try to eat too many meatballs! :/ its absolutely gross... hated it. ack. my prof got overenthusiastic tugging at the tendons of the muscles and this bit of flesh flew at cheryl. poor girl.. :/ and seriously, its just strange tt u deskin the whole body... and leave the nipple and belly button there. it just looks gross! and the cadaver's nose was squashed flatish... haha. ok, i should stop. oh but, i've got to say this... someone turned a cadaver over, and shit fell out. i'm really speechless abt this. all i can do is.. laugh... lol! i dun want to be a cadaver when i die! so anyone, someone... pls claim my body if i die k? i'll be eternally grateful... really!

sat... crazy day! :/ must thank someone for the flowers and balloons... so sweet... was really touched... thanks so much... :)

there were problems w the day though. the event was supposed to be an outdoor thing... and we had already rehearsed upteen times on the huge stage outdoors on the day b4 and the day itself... but suddenlly, when we had returned from our hair and makeup... the stage was gone. to our horror, this tiny stage indoors had replaced it. haha. wow.

anw, these are the girls w the curlers in their hair, looking all taitai-ish... or auntish if u will... ;) and they had their lunch, and shopped at parkway, and isetan w those things in their hair. lol... :/ and yes, pple were most certainly staring... really hard.

while the girls took hours upon hours for their makeup, we just lounged in our changing room... beautiful isn't it? ;) haha. and then, there was this soft couch was just divine. the 6 of us just slept there... haha.

wth! derek put his stinky feet where i slept... i just realised after seeing this photo... grr... ;) after some really last min rehearsals - note - u guys were kept in the reception area for soo long simply because we were doing some really really last min hairstyling and then rehearsals... it was so rushed. but i think it went quite well, such tt u can't tell it was *tt* last min... ;)

then we hit the stage. i didn't realise tt i was really tt pissed off looking when i was on stage. every single photo i looked annoyed and upset. it was just shocking... :x i really couldn't believe it. guanyinma told me, "smile la, u look like shit" i thot he was joking... looks like it was true afterall... i was really looking like shit... :x below is an example... :/

but in the end, i really did have so much fun... the whole thing was a brand new experience in itself... :) never in my life who i've thought i'd be going on stage and do this b4. and i think i did it rather well... i was nervous sounding on stage or anything... a lil stiff, but on the whole, acceptable... ;) so even though, i didn't walk away with any accolades, i'm glad to have done this still. and from all the comments my friends made, and even my fellow contestants, i know tt i could've got something... so, i guess tt's great consolation... ;) and thanks u guys... all of u, u've been wonderful... i'm glad to have got to know all of u... hope we can somehow, stay in touch. :)

and of course, i've really gotta thank my supporters... they're really so sweet... they got so many pple to sms vote for me...! haha... i'm really touched... thank u. and in fact, thank u just for coming down... i know it was disappointing, but just having u guys come down... i'm already so grateful... and of course... the amusing stories abt auntie shishi sweeting off all the goodie bags and whatever stuff on the table, then stuffing it into kat's bag... tt was just hilarious! really lor... shishi should just be the da ma! ;) and then, there's red light and the guanyinma! spooky...

after the nite had ended... we went for a 2-6 ktv session. hmmm... it really helped to lift my spirits man... :) haha. kat's ode to the family totally outdid everyone... and we were just laughing so hard, we were tearing. oh man... i should've taped it down. and i've footage of ra in... being beyonce! - crazy in love. complete with the boob and ass pumping... forwards, backwards, forwards, backwards! lol... great blackmail material. *evil grin*

tt nite, i slept an hour... and had to rush to the airport on sunday morning. arghhh, i'm feeling rather uninspired. so i'm writing crap. shall continue another day.